Party...

So I went to a party, enjoyed it quite a bit. The thing is, the party was of a military sort, with a military friend, on base. I enjoyed the party immensely btw...military guys are great when drunk...it's just their nature. Went with a friend, she and I are ...well...well aquainted. Played nice the whole night, which was strange for me. I felt out of place a bit and was watching my every word because I didn't want to say something out of line or that would cause problems with his military friends and stuff. So I was rather guarded. Didn't get to kick back and let loose as much as I'd have liked. I got some good laughs and enjoyed myself though, I am just curious if anyone else has been there, where I was tonight. I found it strange. Didn't kiss the girl till the end of the night, even though with a few good moves I'd have probably gotten a kiss...or maybe a bit more, give that we knew each other in that way already, but i was guarded. Guess I need to learn how to guard one part of me but not the rest. This was theraputic.