ever just want to get away?

Well thats how I'm feeling right now, but not in the way i have been. Right now i want to get away for a fun walk in the middle of the night. I wanna be a lil girlie and a lil boyish and all me. Recently though it's been get away away, and I almost got it but circumstances almost got me down, they did get me down, real down actually. The important thing is that I realized I have friends and there is hope. More than hope, there is a world out there waiting for me right now and all I have to do is stretch my arm out and take it, because there is life daily. There is the amazement this world has to offer by the heaping scoop full as every drop of flowing sunlight pours into my heart through the window of opportunity we call the here and the now. I could have gone to michigan recently, and could have gone to oregon, and could have rode a train. I could have also won the lottery or died. But I didn't. There were also a million things I missed while I was focusing on what I couldn't do. The 3 things I couldn't do. Yep. Thats right. So people, remember the sun, and enjoy the rain, because without the rain there is no sun...just clouds. Without the sun AND the rain nothing grows. Without growth nothing lives. We all want to grow.