been putting a lot of time into forgetting

So I've been putting a lot of time into forgetting my situation, and frankly even my gender. I've only recently realized this as a friend pulled me from what was a self described "freefall". I've had a problem with this, it's working a little too well. So if you see me out and about don't forget to treat me as a gf, even if I don't act it, we all have a certain way we love to be treated and that is me. Call me a she and open doors for me. Whatever you do, make it something to remind me of me genderfluid nature. We all forget who we are at some point and this is my turn apparently. Your gf, Colby