breaking bonds

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball, and it's difficult to understand, or see it coming. Sometimes it smacks you right in the face and you don't even get the chance to blink. I'm getting the second one. Today I know that I'm going to have to break bonds I never wanted to break, in a way I thought I had already done, but apparently I won't, or haven't let myself. Family. My blood family. At least my two parents need to be left alone. I can't be there at all. Not even a stranger to them. I have to dissappear into the air as if I didn't exist, and maybe some day they will remember the good I brought. I have a sister though and she loves me...fighting with me right now but she loves me. My true family does not lie in my parents though. My family, all of our families lie in who we choose, and in realizing this I am forging my own family, and even conciously making the effort, building a sort of poly family. This poly family will be my only family really, save for my 2 best friends that nothing and no one could ever replace. Nick and Chris you truly are saints. Whoever runs this world .... Karma, God, Allah, Dianna WTF ever...I hope you are blessed. Anyhow I'm rather rushed and have to get ready for work. A large part of my freedom is dependant on this job, and therefore my happiness.