staying with parents to recover a bit...is it recovery?

So I am staying with the parents for a bit to recover a bit, thought I am completely unable to be myself. I am forced to shove myself beyond being in the closet daily and act as if my gender and sexuality didn't exist. My dad knows, sister may have figured out something...not sure, and mom knows of my sexuality only. I am only allowed to act as a straight male. I am beginning to wonder if it would be better to find a shelter or halfway house to stay in. There I would most likely be forced into another role too though. The homeless are afforded very few rights.