So I'm applying for a job as a waiter at IHOP. I'm hoping that I've grown over the years and am now better at it than when I was a kid. I am interviewing tomorrow at 2:00 and this should be a place I am happy, sonic could have been but I'm getting 2 hours a day at 2 days a week. Not much. So there you have it. Another day another job...in other news this whole thing is starting to show up in my dreams...I heard somewhere that dreams are the result of unresolved emotions. Guess that fits the bill. ALSO...I've been working on a ham radio project and managed to convert a business band radio to ham...all these things that I love seem like they are fillers for something that needs to be part of my life, but I am learning to be more well rounded. Remember that even though you may be gf, gay, lesbian, bi, trans, cd, whatever is different, it doesn't define you, neither can you or should you change it, it is simply part of you, and maybe a big part of you, but nonetheless it does not define you. Only YOU can define you. In my case right now I am a gf trying to survive.